[ Natasha worries in that time that she came off a little harshly - that wasn't what she meant to do. But she wanted him to understand that he opened the door she's going to have to walk through. ]
It's not wrong to involve others when you are looking for a different set of expertise. But this is your life and your call, and I will respect your choice. Even if, as I said, it goes against a strong cultural and genetic imperative.
[ A beat. ]
You didn't ask me what I became once I stopped actively assassinating. I told you I was involved in crisis management, but on my world it has a more specific name.
Just as I am not responsible for your choices, even though I am concerned about your safety as you carry out your plan, you are not responsible for mine.
What people do with the information they are given is on them, even though it does not feel clear cut. I've found the best thing to do in those circumstances where I still feel responsibility is to attempt to find a way to work together.
[But that isn't something he'll win her over on, he suspects. There is likely something he can do to make sure nothing happens, it'll have to be considered for a while. He can be reckless with his own safety, but someone else's?
Even someone who specialized in 'crisis management'. An Avenger, by her world's terms, apparently.]
Yes. I prefer it if we can prevent the harm from happening. But if we can't, we can at least discourage it from happening again through the same individual. That's why we took on the name. And the responsibility that comes with it.
In the context of, if you were to tell me something and my actions were based on that information, yes. However you have not, therefore you are not. My plans haven't changed any.
There's nothing that requires avenging here. If there seems to be, then I have failed to adequately explain.
[ Natasha abruptly finds this whole thing very, very ironic and therefore just shy of hilarious. ]
Empathy and responsibility are important, powerful traits. Maybe now you see why it would be so difficult to tell someone that you are looking to avoid assassination without engendering concern. I've already told you I'll let you choose your course of action and wait to hear from you before furthering involving myself; I am a essentially a stranger, an adult, and highly skilled in assassination protocols, and you are concerned for me. I'd tell you not to be, but I don't think that would be effective.
Instead I'll tell you that I don't mind being involved. I may not be able to help very much since you've asked me to wait, but if the situation changes to something that does need avenging, I hope you'll let me know. No one's managed to assassinate me yet, and many have tried.
[Sephiroth is obviously very used to rules applying to him and not to other people, even ones that are just self-imposed. He knew exactly how durable he was. She ... as far as he knew, was perhaps very skilled, but only human.
Maybe he should ask. She might not be. Either way, he had to work on his impulsiveness before it got someone killed.]
And what if the situation needs avenging, but it is me who must be stopped, and not him?
I don't like hypotheticals, especially ones without details. But if you feel you need to be stopped from doing something, I hope you'll talk to me before you do it. And if you feel you need to be punished for doing something, or kept from doing something you've done again, then you can speak to me about that too. My answer may not be one that you like, but it will be truthful.
[ SO much advise and also why that she would like to say right now, but... she decided to let him make his choice, and turnabout is certainly fair play. So. ]
Thank you. I'll be waiting to hear from you. Take care.
It's also obnoxious, I can see why it was left out of my education at home. My instructors here reassure me that I'm only having problems because it's new, not because it's difficult.
If it wouldn't make doing the work harder I'd burn the textbook.
Learning is difficult by definition. If you were already good at it, you wouldn’t be learning it. You’d be practicing.
While it might not make you feel much better now, think of what you get to develop by practicing something that’s difficult when so many other things have come easily.
If worst comes to worst, there’s the old standard of crumpling up your work and throwing it really hard.
And here everyone tells me the homework IS practice.
If I can't get a decent grip on it this semester, assuming I remain long enough, there's plenty of time to aim for a career that is neither wholesale slaughter or math.
I feel like there's a lot of options between those.
[That may not be serious but with child soldiers you never quite know.]
[ ...it's interesting and concerning that he's now referring to his work as 'wholesale slaughter'. ]
I might be splitting hairs on the difference between learning and practicing, but I find it helps to be precise. Particularly with formulas, you can't afford to forget to carry over anything.
That does seem a solid assumption, yes.
We can talk about different career options when we meet. Bring your math books and I will bring ridiculous junk food.
[He's learned it's more than the Rhadorans that have been put to the sword in his tenure in SOLDIER. It doesn't sit well. But if he doesn't find humor in it, even terribly morbid humor, it's going to be even worse than it already is. Schoolwork only gets so far as a distraction.]
Especially with the likes of engineering. Forget to carry a 1 somewhere and your spaceship blows up.
No icecream, please. I've had too much lately. I don't know what Thirteen put in it besides truth serum, but I'm pretty sure I've had every single flavor available in Never Fade at this point.
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It's not wrong to involve others when you are looking for a different set of expertise. But this is your life and your call, and I will respect your choice. Even if, as I said, it goes against a strong cultural and genetic imperative.
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You didn't ask me what I became once I stopped actively assassinating. I told you I was involved in crisis management, but on my world it has a more specific name.
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That she herself is a trained killer is largely irrelevant.]
You are very kind to say so, but if others get hurt because of my questions then it is indeed wrong. I won't shirk that responsibility.
Crisis management seemed concise enough of an answer. Is there another term?
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What people do with the information they are given is on them, even though it does not feel clear cut. I've found the best thing to do in those circumstances where I still feel responsibility is to attempt to find a way to work together.
Yes. I am an Avenger.
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[But that isn't something he'll win her over on, he suspects. There is likely something he can do to make sure nothing happens, it'll have to be considered for a while. He can be reckless with his own safety, but someone else's?
Even someone who specialized in 'crisis management'. An Avenger, by her world's terms, apparently.]
Do you?
Take vengeance, I mean.
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Yes. I prefer it if we can prevent the harm from happening. But if we can't, we can at least discourage it from happening again through the same individual. That's why we took on the name. And the responsibility that comes with it.
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There's nothing that requires avenging here. If there seems to be, then I have failed to adequately explain.
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Empathy and responsibility are important, powerful traits. Maybe now you see why it would be so difficult to tell someone that you are looking to avoid assassination without engendering concern. I've already told you I'll let you choose your course of action and wait to hear from you before furthering involving myself; I am a essentially a stranger, an adult, and highly skilled in assassination protocols, and you are concerned for me. I'd tell you not to be, but I don't think that would be effective.
Instead I'll tell you that I don't mind being involved. I may not be able to help very much since you've asked me to wait, but if the situation changes to something that does need avenging, I hope you'll let me know. No one's managed to assassinate me yet, and many have tried.
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Maybe he should ask. She might not be. Either way, he had to work on his impulsiveness before it got someone killed.]
And what if the situation needs avenging, but it is me who must be stopped, and not him?
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I'll try to get back to you quickly. It will be alright, one way or another, I'm not very fragile.
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Thank you. I'll be waiting to hear from you. Take care.
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His name is Vincent Valentine. He wears predominantly black and red. Red eyes, black hair, brass boots and one brass gauntlet.
He is no threat to you or anyone else unless attacked first.
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Noted. Thank you for telling me. Let's talk later?
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[Clearly it's just school, and not his entire reality crumbling.]
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I might even be able to help with your homework.
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What do you know about Algebra?
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I remember the formulas and I know a few of their practical applications. It's mostly practical applications of order and patterns.
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If it wouldn't make doing the work harder I'd burn the textbook.
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While it might not make you feel much better now, think of what you get to develop by practicing something that’s difficult when so many other things have come easily.
If worst comes to worst, there’s the old standard of crumpling up your work and throwing it really hard.
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If I can't get a decent grip on it this semester, assuming I remain long enough, there's plenty of time to aim for a career that is neither wholesale slaughter or math.
I feel like there's a lot of options between those.
[That may not be serious but with child soldiers you never quite know.]
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I might be splitting hairs on the difference between learning and practicing, but I find it helps to be precise. Particularly with formulas, you can't afford to forget to carry over anything.
That does seem a solid assumption, yes.
We can talk about different career options when we meet. Bring your math books and I will bring ridiculous junk food.
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Especially with the likes of engineering. Forget to carry a 1 somewhere and your spaceship blows up.
No icecream, please. I've had too much lately. I don't know what Thirteen put in it besides truth serum, but I'm pretty sure I've had every single flavor available in Never Fade at this point.
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[ She is interested in how the truth serum would impact her. ]
I will bring salty and savory snacks instead. Have you ever had Cheetos?
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I have no idea what a cheeto is, based on name alone.
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